Malam

Have anyone ever feel down? Helpless? 🤮😵

I just want to isolate myself, do nothing, avoid people. Please don't look at me, don't find me. Please. I wanna run away, far far away from the crowd🏃🏃

I'm not happy. I'm not enjoying my task. I'm struggling inside. Suffocating. People keep asking me to hold it, love it, stay into it. I've tried, I've pushing myself. I FAILED 😢

I'm not questioning my fate. I have been showered with lots of good things. Grateful. Alhamdulillah.